What do I say this
    This moment right here,
        Right here hugging me and clinging on to me...

'A new phase, a Smiling phase, a Sad memory, a Pleasant now with setting back mind?!?!?'

I have reasons,
    reasons to travel from neutral to disgust
        And the path too complicated but too common as well..

From beginners line to Affection to Hatred to Strangers to Neutral and NOW to 'Neutrally Disgusted'

But Hello!! I have crossed the hedge right at this milestone, to the otherside..
    Yes the thorns pricked a lil bit
        while I was stealing or changing the path...

But Alas! Human - I am - & here I say
    'This road is Beautiful' :)

Unacceptable, I wander in the lonely woods, 
A sin has to be committed...to live a life, to be the shine, shine to dark, dancing under the stars... 
darkness I live coz it gives me peace.. few moments of my own away from accepted me...

And here the road begins...
the road to sin...

Sin which I never knew, never felt before..
feelings felt these days are so unexplored...

I take a step and I take two..
the mind says, sweet, turn back to

a step back again, and then emotions undealt
kneeling to my heart, ohh dear Sin, you are so beautiful!!!

Life Smiles Always!!!

And yesterday I saw Life smiling...
This last thursday evening concert, some blissful music and lots of people tapping to the beats...
I was sitting there for a while, still thinking of people who were gone....
Still keeping my eyes red to what I have lost...
And burried in my sadness I see this couple dancing,
He was around 50s and may be she was also the same....
He was absolutely handsome and she was elegant...
He turned his hands to her waist...
she looked into his eyes and then their love didn't bother about the rest...
They didn't need to track the beats coz their hearts were in sync...
I didn't even realize when their love gave me a smile...
and it got me out from my sadness for all the while...
It felt like life smiles ALWAYS if you want it to...
Whats gone is gone, we are worth more than shedding a tear or two...
Everyone always deserves the best, and sooner or later they have it FOREVER....

Visibly Blind

I know I was wrong, but think was I wrong before...
I was in HABIT of you,
thought even if I go blind some day,
I can still hold your hand and you will take me through...
Alas!! i trusted you so much that i actually went BLIND..
With my eyes closed, you said that you wanna leave...
I got scared and holded your hand even harder...
Guess it bugged you, coz u had nothing anymore attached....
You tried to leave my hand and suddenly said "walk independently"...
You SNATCHED your hand out and it SCRATCHED thru mine, aahhh!! it hurted...
Then I tried to walk alone, with my eyes still closed,
and I tumbled thru an undulation.. again, it hurted..
I called for your name, I was used to thinking of you in every pain and
you said "walk alone, coz I am gone"...
This time I tried to open my eyes, but after months of blindness, the light glared in my eyes..
it blinded me even more...
I called for you again, but by now you were too tired to my sound,
and you left without turning around
saying to me "You were never like this before, you need to IMPROVE!!!"